dear readers, I haven't in fact died.
Nor have I fallen off the face of the planet.
I know this may come as a shock given my recent radio silence.
Instead I've been dealing with some stuff.
Mainly the fact that I have probably failed my research degree and it is mostly my own fault.
The surprising thing is, failing it doesn't bother me. In fact in a way its a relief, the whole ordeal is over.
What does bother me is having to TELL people I've failed. I am a people pleaser, and this is definitely not people pleasing news. And also I guess a lot of it is a pride issue.
But all the anxiety associated with this has definitely been leading me astray with my health journey...... not that I have returned to old habits of stress eating, more that it just hasn't been a priority. But now that all this is most likely at an end it can be.
Anyway, I thought you guys deserved an explanation for my disappearing act.
In other news, I have a job interview on tuesday. Which would be an amazing opportunity, prayers and "ninja vibes", would be most appreciated.
in the meantime..... this is a hilarious, and spookily accurate depiction of my life.....